I did it, I made it though Christmas unscathed. Obviously as you are reading this so did you!
I took time away from blogging yet the creativity has been bubbling away like the good old days where I could write and not care about how people perceived me.
I have suffered from no ANT issues despite spending the majority of the Christmas period alone. I needed it to be honest with you. I wanted to prove to myself that I could survive on my own again and it was a test that I passed a hell of a lot easier than I originally anticipated.
Of course there were times when the going was tough and I needed someone here, but I kept myself busy and rode through it all with the help of some great people who give and take when it comes to our friendship.
The kids had a great time and have been spoiled rotten, however it has come to my attention that I am indeed a spoilt bastard so I was very disappointed in my lack of presents this year. I could go on about bulging sacks but thats enough of my lack of a sex life for one day…
I have quite a few plans for next year and despite some already going tits up it simply meant I could add more things to do rather than dwell on what might have been, I intend to fulfill as many things on this list as possible and add some more along the way as things develop for me.
I would like to say that I have developed a thicker skin over the past few weeks but on closer inspection it appears to be more turkey, stuffing and roast potatoes than anything else. On the plus side there is more of me to love…
Good times are just around the corner and I will make the effort to go and search harder for them rather than wait for them to find me.
I feel positive about the future and have finally released people, and demons, from the past..
You cant hurt me anymore, I just faced the toughest challenge and sailed through. Everything else from here on in will be a breeze