I cant write anything!
nothing seem right or good enough
my mind is full but my brain is empty!
I don’t like this one little bit!
Someone please give me some inspiration because I am lost and empty!
I need a project again to keep me busy
I can’t write anymore of my novel because I am convinced it’s a pile of crap as so many people haven’t got back to me with feedback since I sent them copies.
I got nothing! and its killing me slowly 😦
I feel great this morning, the relief of making it through my medical unscathed has lifted the weight of my shoulders today.
As we know I think it is important to celebrate every little victory when it comes to battling depression and removing this stress from my life, for the short term at least, will hopefully allow my stomach to settle down slightly so I can stock up on toilet roll for the next time 🙂
Now I can focus on my writing again as I have barely written anything over the past two weeks, after 20000 words in the previous 2 weeks I have added around 5000 in the last fortnight.
Hoping that the “mojo” is still there when it comes to starting up again, I know how the story will finish and a few other plot lines but tying it all together is causing me difficulties.
I may even surprise the wife today by getting off my backside and doing the housework for her so when she gets back from her mums later she can relax, lord knows she could do with the break. I’m not I WILL do it but I am seriously considering it :0)
My depression has been well behaved the past few days it has been the anxiety and IBS that has caused the most difficulties but as I am feeling relatively stress free things are looking good. Proof of this is the fact I have only been to the toilet once this morning compared to 6 times by this time yesterday.
Maybe I will have a little sleep first though as I am still feeling exhausted from lack of sleep over the last few weeks.
What plans have you got for the weekend? maybe buying a book? (yeah I know, but I couldn’t resist a little plug) :0)