Today is the last day of my holiday of a lifetime. It has been the best experience of my life.
I’m ready to go home now and get back to reality and improving myself when I return. I feel reinvigorated rejuvenated and refreshed and have really made the most of my time away.
It’s been amazing not having to worry about the other shit thats gone on and can actually feel like im in control of my destiny.
Changes will be made in terms of my attitude towards people and events and im no longer going to put myself in situations that do not ultimately benefit or enhance my life. People who hurt me will no longer get a second chance. I’m not so desperate for love that I will accept anything.
I’m going to look into courses to improve myself. Definately going to look into learning Spanish as i will be returning to Cape Millor again. The place is stunning.
I’m ready for the next chapter of my life. The last chapter has been ripped out and consigned to the past forever. No more looking back. My head is great my strength is back and im now focused on me again.
I’ve set records for steps taken, I’ve been out exploring daily not just sat around the pool and I’ve loved every single second of it.
I have also proved to myself that I can cope on my own and that’s huge to finally acknowledge that. Now i can choose to be with someone because i want to not cos i feel i have to be with someone.
Enhance my life and improve it or its “adios”
This time tomorrow i will be sitting in the airport waiting for my flight but moose will forever more hold Cala Millor in his heart