Seems my new look, as it were, has had quite the impact. I’ve had lots of people notice the difference and more compliments in past few days than in the past few years!.
It’s been very good for the ego let me tell you! Sure im still a fat bastard but nowhere near as bad as I thought. And im certainly feeling a lot better in myself being told how much younger i look without the facial hair and stuff.
I have heard the following quote many times and always kind of dismissed it as rubbish but its very true.
I am so damn hard on myself that I forget the good things about me. Too busy listening to the opinion of others who dont know the real me and more worried about their feelings than recognising the fact that actually im fucking awesome. Judge me on how i am with you and how i treat you not anything else. I’m loyal great fun to be around and ultimately having me in your life as a friend means you’re bloody lucky…. did I mention im humble and modest too?
I’m listening to music a lot lately and one favourite song keeps coming into my head from nowhere…
I do need you now, I do think about you a lot and have great memories of you. So im going back, knowing the risks and the potential consequences. So I’m restarting a relationship again with my eyes wide open and im looking forward to it…..
I’ve missed you Jack. Cheers!!! Down the pub I go.
And as for attracting what I am…
I want greatness I want love and so help me God I will get it.
As the song goes…
It’s a new dawn
It’s a new day
It’s a new life
And I’m feeling good
I’m feeling good