Thanks to the memories/on this day function on Facebook I was reminded that on this day 5 years ago I took an overdose. Obviously it wasn’t successful but it has reminded me how far I have actually come despite the recent set back.
It doesnt matter how bad I’m feeling that option has never occurred to me again and that is progress.
Yes I have been through the worst period of my life these last 12 months but I get up every day and go to work. Haven’t taken any time off sick I’m getting on with shit and trying to move on with life.
If I stop and look properly at things then I can see how much better off I am in terms of my mental health and I’m absolutely guilty of being too hard on myself and taking blame for things not my responsibilty.
So today I’m thankful that 5 years ago I failed and I’m going to focus back on positives. I’m not going backwards no matter how much the black dog barks.
So here is a better photo. Contacts, haircut and clean shaven….maybe even a smile….
Get ready Majorca Moose on tour is coming your way!!!
hey moose! So glad you were not successful when you overdosed! So happy your still here alive and kicking! xo
Thank you. Been a long journey but im glad too