I Want My Best Friend Back

This has been hiding in my drafts folder for a while but thought I’d share it today

Forget being a wife and a mother, forget all the other shit that is going on.

I just want my back best friend back, the person I have been able to share everything with over the years, all my thoughts, feelings and fears. To laugh and cry with you again. To be able to open up again and tell you how great things are in my world right now despite part of me being missing. I want you to see how feel I am doing because of the friendship we had above all else.

To be able to pick up the phone and call you, speak to you without being scared that the call will be rejected and any voice mail message ignored and no call back. Or to drop you a text and not expect it to be unanswered.

For you to see the sparkle back in my eyes and see how much I am enjoying life again, that smile of mine you used to love so much being a prominent feature on my face not like the long lost relative it became.

You can’t see how strong I am again, but I can tell you are lost and struggling and I want to help you smile again, to take away the pain and help you find yourself in the ways you helped me find Garry again.

Best friends always there for each other, and when you are ready to reach out you know I will be there for you.

3 comments on “I Want My Best Friend Back

  1. Oh wow, i knew this would touch me deeply and it has, thanks so much for sharing it, and do please stay on facebook


  2. Pingback: LOST FRIEND | tot123itsme

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